Friday, July 31, 2009

I want to go and play with the mermaids

I am sitting here, at my computer, and imagining how nice it would be to write a post about my garden. But I'm distracted by the rivulet of sweat that is running down the side of my head. That and the tendrils of hair that are determined to stick to the back of my neck. I try and think cool thoughts, about the bitter winter we have just barely recovered from, the mounds of snow, the feeling of the cold wind as it dug under my pants leg while I shovel. The pinch of the snow harsh on my already cold fingers, I shiver, but it is not from the cold. Cool thoughts are not working, I am melting. Sadder than a discarded ice cream cone on a beach front sidewalk. This is record breaking heat, hot enough to fry a egg. I want to go play with the mermaids. This is heat that knows no boundaries, hot all day, even hotter at night, never cooling down, no respite from it anywhere. Cranky, sweaty, sticky, heat, humidity levels as high as if you stepped into a shower. To hot to work, to hot to photograph, no breeze, the air stilled, silent, but for the drone of fans. I long for the deep ocean water, chilling, cooling, blue. There is no breeze, for this sticky sea side city. Seagulls lazily stir the scorching air, as they circle above dive bombing those few hardy souls who dare to stick their heads outside. No longer able to cope, I grab the camera and go outside, I will contend with this heat, it will not win, it can not beat me. I am a mermaid, cool, green-blue, just sleek with sweat, and glistening from moisture that is not seawater. Standing in the garden, a euphoria takes over from the grip that the heat has had on me. There is joy in losing myself in the camera. Happiness in focusing and concentrating on something other than how to keep cool. And as I stand in the baking sun, there is a soft tickling at the back of my shirt. I turn to see who it might be. It is a breeze, a cool, beautiful breeze.

23 comments:

  1. Well come to S Dakota, it's been unseasonably cool lately! Your post photos are so lovely, but it makes me miss the Pacific ocean all the more than I already have lately, where I grew up and where mermaids flourish.

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  2. Beautiful writing, I was transported. May you always have time to play with the mermaids.
    Have a great weekend.
    Cal x

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  3. So sorry about the terrible heat. I think these are your prettiest photos yet! They whisper a hint of the coming of Autumn to me. I hope the temps improve for the weekend. take care.

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  4. What would life be with out dreams? Have a happy day, in the flower garden of your dreams.
    LOL Patsy

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  5. such lovely transporting words to other worlds.
    i absolutely love these pictures...some of your best. tn has been cooler and wetter than normal. i just did a post on sunflowers bout a week ago. they are so beautifully summer to me.

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  6. Lovely. In a few weeks, we'll be complaining of the wet and cold again! ;-)

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  7. ... there is a gorgeous cloud in the Heavens that is awaiting you to glance & imagine the cool breeze that shall caress your soul. TTFN ~Marydon

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  8. buck up sister dear!...welcome to a Okanagan summer. It could be worse, you could have thick, acrid, choking smoke blowing in your bedroom window all night long from the forest fires. Did you know they make their own weather when they are large enough, pyroclastic cumulous clouds, which can have their own thunder storms, very cool, but scary. There will be a respite soon...after all it is the north west. Besides you can come to my house and jump into the pool that we are building! haha

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  9. Must be a tad warm there, said she as she hunts for any kind of warmth..without turning on the heat! We are freaking cold..still..maybe August will be a scorcher..
    Great Photos..I do hope you cool down..try a wet t shirt!! :)

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  10. Jen this is so beautifully written, so descriptive and melodic. It almost makes me feel cooler........yes I felt that breeze too. Much cooler in my house today.

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  11. Oh, if you could only go swimming-loved the post (and the idea of the mermaids).

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  12. Very nicely written! You too huh? We have finally cooled a little, but it looks like it's going back up again!

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  13. Excellently written! So true...

    I LOVE the last photo of the sunflower. Absolutely gorgeous!!

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  14. Your words have made me hot also...wonderful descriptive post! We have been having the heat too but we seldom if ever have any humidity, stay cool, Kim

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  15. At least it was a wee bit cooler today :)

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  16. Hi Jen,
    I guess we live in two different extremes...here it is wet ALL the time almost...a mermaid's paradise. Sometimes I dream of warm summer days but then again it's no fun to sit and sweat as you've pointed out..isn't there a middle ground somewhere?? We also had a lot of snow this past winter and were hoping for a bit of summer before we get splashed back into winter..but looks like we're out of luck..oh well, who can understand the weather Gods..huff..wishing you a lovely weekend despite the weather- and your shots are gorgeous as usual!!! :-))

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  17. Jen .. you are actually having our weather this summer. I can't believe it myself .. how hot it is over there. I have a trick of gel bags from the drug store .. you put them in the freezer .. they don't get hard or sharp .. they are a nice form hugging pack to put on the back of yur neck .. that is the spot that really cools you off.
    I too lose myself when going over my pictures .. I don't feel the chronic pain as much .. or hear the tinittus as loudly .. there is just something about photography that takes our minds off of our selves ?
    Hope the heat wave breaks soon !

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  18. You ain't just a joking about this heat!!!

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  19. Your photos and the cadence of your words lulls me into a cool oasis.

    Thanks and have a great weekend!

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  20. I feel your pain about the heat. June and July were awfully hot here in Florida and August is the worst, not to mention our electric bills. If you don't have a pool, the hose works wonders when outdoors especially after mowing the grass! Wishing you lots of cool thoughts!

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  21. Wonderful! The last picture is absolutely amazing!

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  22. Nicely said, Jen. We are also stifling here in Seattle.

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  23. We had record highs here on the island, and oh boy! did we ever whine.

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