Monday, October 26, 2009

Am I a seasonal gardener?

When I was a child, the adults used to speak over my head, and say "she is just going through a phase". As if it was something that would pass, and soon I would be back to normal again. I seem to be going through a phase now that makes me a seasonal gardener. A spring only gardener. It could be that I am just tired after spending 18 years working in nurseries, the seasons flying by, warmth, heat, cold, freezing, in consecutive months. Christmas, spring, summer, and fall, year after years. Maybe I have just lost my hardiness zone. I find myself becoming more of a seasonal gardener. Not able to rouse enough sympathy to water poor parched containers begging for relief. Nor willing to go out in the autumn rain. Forget venturing out in the winter, bare branches, and dead leaves are too depressing. The losses we gardeners suffered last winter hit hard, I seem to have lost my drive. And I don't like that. I love my garden, but I long for spring, when I am still eager and energetic enough to get outside, transplanting, planning, and encouraging. The rewards are greater in this season. Bulbs pushing up blooms, color springing into view, the blossoms, dancing in the sunlight. There is hope in spring, and forgetfulness, of the heat, the cold, and the wet. Now I sit here in comfort, the heat on, the light glowing on the computer keyboard, and I have little urge to go outside. No hankering to clean up what must be done. I have put it off for weeks, and soon, it will be too late to undo the damage. The pots will be frozen to the deck railing, and the residents will be unhappily, solid roots of ice. Might be that I am changing, or maybe I am just going through a phase. How do you deal with it, year after year.....do you have the energy to garden all spring, to summer, and into the fall, or do other things take precedence in your life? Or are you one of those who simply rejoice in the warmth of a fresh picked sun dappled strawberry? All I can say, is I really hope that I am just going through a phase.

17 comments:

  1. I have found if I do too much gardening in the Spring/Early Summer I get garden burn out. I try to make myself work hard only a couple of days of the week, the other days, just water, pull a weed here and there, pot a plant and just enjoy the gardens. Then I feel as if I can garden on and off all year.....Jen, it's just a phase!

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  2. I hope it's only a phase, as I seem to be going through that too. I have so much to clean up because I did not take the time I should have during the summer to keep it tidy. What a horrifying mess!

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  3. My husband spent 4 hours in the yard on Saturday (I was working on refinishing my chair) blowing all the leaves into piles, mowing the lawns and bagging it all. It's such hard work with little to show for it. I think that's it. In the spring and summer you work hard, but have much to enjoy for all your hard work.

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  4. I think the hard hits from the weather last year makes it difficult to keep our spirits up. Hopefully this winter won't be so bad and this is JUST a phase. By the way, these are such pretty photos today.

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  5. That's how many Austinites feel in the summer. When the fall rains and cooler weather arrive, we all dash back into our gardens with renewed vigor. It's like spring for us right now.

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  6. Maybe we need breaks Jen. The weather has been so weird this year! At times I despaired that all the work I did was washing away, then it would dry up and not rain for weeks. It has been frustrating. Here's what I am doing to help me feel better~~ What I absolutely must and I'm letting go of the rest! A little chocolate helps, too. gail

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  7. It's probably just a phase. You will discover some new plants that you just have to have,they will be something colorful and beautiful that flower into late summer/ fall and wala you will be hooked again.I know after planting and caring for flowers from early early on in Spring to Fall I kind of get tired of them.I have left my clean - up to long if you go look at my Monday post you will see why. Now I have a bigger mess to clean up, maybe it will go away again.

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  8. Our Florida climate is most favorable for gardening in spring, autumn, and winter. Summers are mercilessly humid and hot. Living here we don't have a choice to be seasonal gardeners... it is a year-round endeavor~ we can lose our gardens quickly to neglect.

    I'm gonna guess you "going through a phase, Jen"... your very own season of... not feeling like doing some of the have-to's... you'll get it back... inspiration will come and those pots will get moved so you can enjoy them again when once it warms for you again.
    Meems @ Hoe and Shovel

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  9. Blowing leaves. And bagging them! No wonder you all hate your gardens. Compost? Mulch? How about rethinking your gardening habits? I did go thru Ungardening in our last garden, after we came back from a few years in Switzerland - when the garden had got beyond me. Wonderful to start fresh here, having learnt a different way to do it. Take time to smell the roses. To sit in your garden with a cup of tea, or a good book, your cat/dog, child, friend...

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  10. I am a seasonal gardener.
    There, I feel better for having said it.
    I am secretly glad that I live in Canada, where I get a lot of snow. I am forced to take a break from gardening, and I really need it. It is a chance to recharge my batteries, and chance to catch up on my reading, my housework (oh well, its not perfect.) By March, I am longing to be outside,I put my head down, start gardening and I don't look up again until October. When I need another break!

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  11. Whatever phase you're in.....I'm in too :)

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  12. I am terrible at getting stuff done this time of year. I always regret not doing it come spring when it is twice as much work. I do leave enough for the birds to feast on and to make nests with though.

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  13. Everyone has been very kind with their comments. I was rather reluctant to say anything, but I definitely am feeling burned out this year.

    This is just a phase, and I should be back to normal soon.

    Jen

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  14. I do that sometimes especially when it gets really hot and dry but usually it will pass. Sometimes it just takes going outside on a pretty day with my camera to get me interested again.
    Debbie

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  15. I don't garden... but I find that this can be a very melancholy time of year. However, just going outside, even if there is no sunlight, breathing in the fresh air, trying to find hidden treasures in nature - all of this is uplifting!

    Don't think of this time as being dead, dying.. look at the magnificent blaze of colour. Go out there and prepare those treasures in the garden so that they will bloom all the more sweetly during spring.

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  16. I have been burned out with Gardening for a couple of years now..I love the flowers just not all the fussy ones..a weed here and there well thats life. I think Greenhouse work will eventually get to you..especially if you come home and have to water and fert and prune and pinch..
    I don't appreciate Fall or Winter either, but I must FORCE myself to find some beauty in every day..or go to my archived photos. I need some sunshine too..or maybe chocolate..it might be just a phase:)

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  17. I have been avoiding the garden too - even doing housework. I say that I feel blah and don't know why. My hubby says its because the days are getting shorter. And he may be right, because I really dread cold weather - even if it doesn't get that cold here in North Florida:)

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