You know those feelings that dart by like a moment of clarity? When you try to reach out and grab them, they slip through your fingers, and you are left with a small sense of loss, but also a hope, and a realization? That's what I was writing about, those small glimmers, those fleeting moments, that made me cry. It's kind of sad, but it also excited me, that moment. I didn't even consider other people might have sad forgotten memories. I just knew that I was feeling a sense of....well, regret at what I was missing.
And I knew that I had to get it out. I wrote that post in minutes, barely proof read it, and published it. It was what I was feeling at that moment.
It’s called growth, it’s called a blog, and it’s called life.
Now here you are probably thinking whoa, this is a can of worms. No, sorry, I was just trying to explain, that I feel bad for causing any painful or bittersweet memories in those who read that post.
But I also feel good, that some people understood what I was trying to share. I hope that you get that, and I hope that I get more of those moments of clarity.
Thank you.
Jen @ Muddy Boot Dreams
I understood entirely. I have many moments when I flash back to something, or somewhere that I have not been for a long time, sometimes with some longing and regret. Sometimes these memories are triggered by a smell, a glimpse or a sound.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your honest reflections.
J~
ReplyDeleteno need for explanation..
I too understood totally!
thanks..
warmest sandy hugs..
Loui♥
This is why we write. First off, your pics are gorgeous and really get me into the fall groove which trigger fond memories. You have a lot of great detail in your pics and your pics convey a message beyond just being a photo of something. During this time of year, we all start remembering things from our past. It's the beauty of getting older:)
ReplyDeleteOh, I so got it Jen - and was so glad you were able to share it in such a way that we could go there with you....And I know I've said it before, but I'm saying it again - your photos are absolutely, positively, amazing. Wow. Wishing you a bliss-filled weekend! Smiles & Hugs ~ Robin
ReplyDeleteBut we also read blogs to be moved, to feel emotions. And the good ones amuse us, interest us, and sometimes wrench at our hearts.
ReplyDeleteOh, what did I miss?
ReplyDeleteBrenda
Beautiful photos and prose from a beautiful spirit--that would be you, Jen.
ReplyDeleteJen, you write so beautifully and your photos are so wonderful, and from your comments, you inspire and bring light and love to your readers. We will keep reading.
ReplyDeleteJen
ReplyDeleteI enjoy your blog very much. I especially liked the one on Memories. I've been reading blogs for a few months and recently started one of my own. It's still bare-bones, but I hope to flesh it out as time goes on. Thanks for setting a great example for the rest of us.
Lea
Jen there is no need for explanation...your blog is a place we come to read your thoughts and sometimes they speak loudly to us...that is a good thing to be moved, to think and to get our feelings out...it is why we come to your blog...we love the words and the beautiful pictures...keep right on writing as you are...we need it!!!
ReplyDeleteDear Jen, besides your stunning photos, I love your sharing voice. Blessed to know you, dear friend.
ReplyDeleteA post written from the heart should never be apologized for:)
ReplyDeleteJen girl I have to keep scrolling down to read more missed posts but I wanted to say these pictures are breath taking .. so clear and yet so full of atmosphere !
ReplyDeleteJoy
We all have these thoughts from time to time...you just had the guts to say it out loud. The fact that you speak from your heart is what makes your blog so wonderful. Never hesitate to be true to yourself.
ReplyDelete:)